How much of our lives do we spend denying the things we want?
And when is it time to say 'fuck it, I'm doing this because I want to and it will feel good'?
It feels like up until now, I've never really had to balance these things but more and more I have to make decisions for my self, about my own health, my body, my relationships, my education, my future. I can't blame anyone if I screw up and everything crashes and burns. Maybe its because of the fear of failure that we decide to act conservatively, because if it all goes wrong, who wants to be left standing amongst the smoking ashes?